The complication of matters. The complexity of life and its dealings never fail to perplex me. The element of human nature and interpersonal connections, or disconnections for the matter, never fails too, to add on to this unsolvable puzzle… this unanswerable question… this inescapable maze. I guess one could argue that these intricacies are what makes life interesting, giving colour to the plain canvas of life itself. Its true to a large extent, I agree, but why can’t we all just live life in black and whites? Is that not good? Simplicity is a virtue to me. Well of course life would be mundane that way, but at least one can constantly be comforted by the fact of the constant consistency one enjoys? No? I dont know, so many a time I just wish that every step we take is a safe step, and every move we make, we are guaranteed its a safe one. So I’m not a risk taker? Well, I really do not know. I guess in words and in writing and in thought, I see myself as someone who favours precaution, and order. But I do learn that many a time, when faced with an opportunity or a cause, I do indeed just plunge into it all. But also, I know I am definitely not a “jump and a net will appear” type A risk taker. All in all, yes, I know. I am a very confused person. I am really, admittedly, very confused about my own nature. And personality. So often do I try to spell things out about myself, for myself, albeit merely ending up with a whole long list of contradictions in itself. Most of the time. Just like this. Initially, I started this paragraph with a content aim in mind, but I kind of forgot what it was. HAHAHA I amuse myself somehow! But yes, I FORGOT!!!!! so it was all random ramblings! Oh dear.

The complication of matters. The complexity of life and its dealings never fail to perplex me. The element of human nature and interpersonal connections, or disconnections for the matter, never fails too, to add on to this unsolvable puzzle… this unanswerable question… this inescapable maze. I guess one could argue that these intricacies are what makes life interesting, giving colour to the plain canvas of life itself. Its true to a large extent, I agree, but why can’t we all just live life in black and whites? Is that not good? Simplicity is a virtue to me. Well of course life would be mundane that way, but at least one can constantly be comforted by the fact of the constant consistency one enjoys? No? I dont know, so many a time I just wish that every step we take is a safe step, and every move we make, we are guaranteed its a safe one. So I’m not a risk taker? Well, I really do not know. I guess in words and in writing and in thought, I see myself as someone who favours precaution, and order. But I do learn that many a time, when faced with an opportunity or a cause, I do indeed just plunge into it all. But also, I know I am definitely not a “jump and a net will appear” type A risk taker. All in all, yes, I know. I am a very confused person. I am really, admittedly, very confused about my own nature. And personality. So often do I try to spell things out about myself, for myself, albeit merely ending up with a whole long list of contradictions in itself. Most of the time. Just like this. Initially, I started this paragraph with a content aim in mind, but I kind of forgot what it was. HAHAHA I amuse myself somehow! But yes, I FORGOT!!!!! so it was all random ramblings! Oh dear.