A post I came across on facebook:

Musings – Ironies
I just came to a realization that I live for others. Responsibilities, duties, tasks give me some form of purpose and structure in my life. If none, I think I would just would live in solitude, in a comfy corner (hopefully) till time ends!! Maybe, that's why I search for projects to undertake, holes to plug, people to look out for, so that my life will feel like it has purpose. Too easily content, or being hideously apathetic, or fearing judgement and a lacking of ambition equates to a lack of drive... Thus experiencing snippets of time where I morbidly enjoy self-withering, the wastage of time and some form of self- depreciation.

Just realised I am very inclined to doing what is pointed out in the above post as well, though it has never occurred to me as living for others. I don't know if it's a good or bad thing that I can thoroughly and perfectly relate to this post....

A post I came across on facebook:

Musings – Ironies
I just came to a realization that I live for others. Responsibilities, duties, tasks give me some form of purpose and structure in my life. If none, I think I would just would live in solitude, in a comfy corner (hopefully) till time ends!! Maybe, that's why I search for projects to undertake, holes to plug, people to look out for, so that my life will feel like it has purpose. Too easily content, or being hideously apathetic, or fearing judgement and a lacking of ambition equates to a lack of drive... Thus experiencing snippets of time where I morbidly enjoy self-withering, the wastage of time and some form of self- depreciation.

Just realised I am very inclined to doing what is pointed out in the above post as well, though it has never occurred to me as living for others. I don't know if it's a good or bad thing that I can thoroughly and perfectly relate to this post....