I have begun treating this one person with more niceness lately. Told my self on day one I shall treat her well – with kindness, and care, and respect, and lots of love. Secretly, I had already willed myself to changed my entire perception towards her, and in the course of it, hopefully alter the impression she had of me as well. I was determine to make things right, to start a new chapter and rip out the last, to bring light to her life while illuminating my own.

And so a fresh start it was. On a good note.

As the days go by, my tenacity did not wane. It was a silent promise I had made to myself, that I had made to her. Smiles along the corridor, exuberant greetings, utter respect and attention, and simple words of concern. Honestly, I cannot quite ascertain how effective it has all been. I do hope our relationship has improved somehow.

Interestingly, I had uncovered that with this sense of open-mindedness and willingness to get to know someone all over again has indeed revealed many things that never surfaced prior to it. Starting on a clean slate after an entire year truly made a difference. I have no idea how things will be later on, and although my buddies are absolutely set on believing that things are bound to go downhill again, I feel oppositely. I feel we have a chance. I have a shot at this, to make it right. To make it end right. I am beginning to take a liking for her. Afterall, she is merely a misunderstood party trying to do her part with utmost dedication and effort.

When I saw the note that day which said: "OMG I REALLY LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH. HOW?? :(" I thought, maybe i'd be the one writing something like that come end of the year? hahahahaha perhaps, but I think it is sooo cute a note! And it is evident she treasures those notes a lot. Channelling lots of love and thought to her!

And just to clear the air I ask forgiveness, for the things I've done you blamed me for. But because I knew you, I have been changed for good.

I have begun treating this one person with more niceness lately. Told my self on day one I shall treat her well – with kindness, and care, and respect, and lots of love. Secretly, I had already willed myself to changed my entire perception towards her, and in the course of it, hopefully alter the impression she had of me as well. I was determine to make things right, to start a new chapter and rip out the last, to bring light to her life while illuminating my own.

And so a fresh start it was. On a good note.

As the days go by, my tenacity did not wane. It was a silent promise I had made to myself, that I had made to her. Smiles along the corridor, exuberant greetings, utter respect and attention, and simple words of concern. Honestly, I cannot quite ascertain how effective it has all been. I do hope our relationship has improved somehow.

Interestingly, I had uncovered that with this sense of open-mindedness and willingness to get to know someone all over again has indeed revealed many things that never surfaced prior to it. Starting on a clean slate after an entire year truly made a difference. I have no idea how things will be later on, and although my buddies are absolutely set on believing that things are bound to go downhill again, I feel oppositely. I feel we have a chance. I have a shot at this, to make it right. To make it end right. I am beginning to take a liking for her. Afterall, she is merely a misunderstood party trying to do her part with utmost dedication and effort.

When I saw the note that day which said: "OMG I REALLY LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH. HOW?? :(" I thought, maybe i'd be the one writing something like that come end of the year? hahahahaha perhaps, but I think it is sooo cute a note! And it is evident she treasures those notes a lot. Channelling lots of love and thought to her!

And just to clear the air I ask forgiveness, for the things I've done you blamed me for. But because I knew you, I have been changed for good.