those days, though fleeting, were a couple of my happiest. you taught me to love. i loved myself, i loved you, and i loved all those around me. you were just about one of the people i trusted most and respected most and loved most. growing up i have grown to love many things – objects – but not people. you opened my heart, and it made me happier.

i'd be lying if i said i wasn't affected by what has happened. it's been close to a month already. its taken me close to a month to have the guts to write about this. and even then, i know i still have unsettled issues. i mean, life goes on and everything seems well. i'm ok. i guess it just hurts most to know that no one is indispensable. especially in your life.

"the art of losing's not too hard to master
though it may look like (write it!) like a disaster."

those days, though fleeting, were a couple of my happiest. you taught me to love. i loved myself, i loved you, and i loved all those around me. you were just about one of the people i trusted most and respected most and loved most. growing up i have grown to love many things – objects – but not people. you opened my heart, and it made me happier.

i'd be lying if i said i wasn't affected by what has happened. it's been close to a month already. its taken me close to a month to have the guts to write about this. and even then, i know i still have unsettled issues. i mean, life goes on and everything seems well. i'm ok. i guess it just hurts most to know that no one is indispensable. especially in your life.

"the art of losing's not too hard to master
though it may look like (write it!) like a disaster."